ohyeah...back to reality

Its been a week since class started...and so far...its tiring...
doing Cardiovascular System now....and its super complex...like OMG complex
and this is just ONE system...i need to get through more than 6 systems by nxt year wei...sighs..
but all in all,its quite fun really....at least this is more intresting than foundation year...

Had my 1st Clinical Skills for Sem3 today...and it was scary...
the Doctor incharged of my group was one of the most strict and demanding one I EVER had...
and it was REALLY scary...
questions after questions after questions...
and all of us had SOOO many akward silence bcoz we didn't know how to answer...
She even said our group was the WORSE group she ever met....plus she looked kinda pissed off....

man...i was really afraid of the Dr...but in a weird way i liked her too...
She asked really relevant questions....so I'm learning ALOT from her
plus she gave me a reality check....
making me realize being a Doctor is NOOO funny bussiness...and we are expected to know EVERYTHING...eventhough we WON"T be tested on in NOW...but somewhere in the future...we WILL surely use it...otherwise how are we going tho help patients if we do not know everything rite...
So...more studying for me...
i HATED feeling SOOOO Stupid and silent during that WHOLE session...urghs...

Wednesday will be going to a clinic in Negeri Sembilan and on Saturday going to help out at Jinjang Clinic for health screening and stuff...really excited!!!going to learn lots of stuff and meet diff ppl there>.<

Well...i'm so tired...but what the heck....its Fun too...but so tired...*zzzZZzZz...*
hopefully i'll still live through this week.....cheers!!!!


~I always love looking at the orange stained sky during Dusk,its so warm,so mesmerizing and it reminds me how beautiful everyday Ends...no matter how bad a day u have...Life is AWESOME man!!!!!!!~